ever have one of those times where you just can’t seem to get it straight? ever have a time where you can’t seem to focus on any one thing for more than like 5 minutes? this has been my life for the past few months.

i’m trying to get my life in order and get my ducks in a line or whatever, but i’m not too good at organizing shit so it’s not going quite how i’d like. it’s going, but not going super awesomely great.

i always get myself into these moods where i just can’t fathom everything in my life going the way i want it to. it’s like i’m mentally putting myself down and just waiting for whatever to go wrong. i haven’t felt like this since i was in college, but lately i’ve been battling these feelings of inadequacy. did i spell that correctly? probably not, but fuck it.

anyway, with spring right around corner (peaking it’s head around even) my mood will brighten tenfold. winter always gets me down.