new car and musings on that

so i bought a new car. it’s a 2003 mazda 6s. ok, so it’s new to me. shut up.

anyways, i thought i might have some more thoughts on buying a car and the whole experience, but nothing is really coming to mind. i must say, the dealer i used (byers mazda subaru here in clmbs) was really, really great. they even called me after i took the car home to tell me that they got me a better interest rate on my loan! fucking rock.

what i can say is that buying a car takes a long fucking time. i mean, i was at the dealership around 1:30. i brought the car home around 5:30. 4 hours? insane, but well worth it.

i was driving a 95 plymouth neon that was a real POS… paint chipping off the roof, 127k miles, fucked up doors, dent in the trunk. this new car is such an upgrade i can’t even believe it! i actually have POWER LOCKS AND WINDOWS! it’s like going from riding a big wheel to a 10 speed. so great.

after looking around online at cars for the past 2 or so months i decided that i would get something nice. mazda 6′s were on the list, so i figured i’d go and test drive this one after i saw it on the internet on sunday. well, actually, i thought i would go and look at it since i figured they wouldn’t have anyone at the dealership on sunday. i was wrong, they were fully staffed (good for me). after i drove the car and came back, they had a line of 2 couples waiting to drive it. someone else had just driven it before me as well.

the salesman gave the keys to the next people and told me that most likely this car would go to one of the couples after me, so i told him to work up some numbers for me while they drove it. turns out they got me a pretty good interest rate and i said “i’ll take it.” it was great eavesdropping on the salesman telling the other couples that i was taking the car and i was there first. so awesome.

anyway, i’m very happy with my purchase. now all i need is somewhere to go!

those days (or weeks or even fucking months)

ever have one of those times where you just can’t seem to get it straight? ever have a time where you can’t seem to focus on any one thing for more than like 5 minutes? this has been my life for the past few months.

i’m trying to get my life in order and get my ducks in a line or whatever, but i’m not too good at organizing shit so it’s not going quite how i’d like. it’s going, but not going super awesomely great.

i always get myself into these moods where i just can’t fathom everything in my life going the way i want it to. it’s like i’m mentally putting myself down and just waiting for whatever to go wrong. i haven’t felt like this since i was in college, but lately i’ve been battling these feelings of inadequacy. did i spell that correctly? probably not, but fuck it.

anyway, with spring right around corner (peaking it’s head around even) my mood will brighten tenfold. winter always gets me down.

ahh birthdays

yep. today is that great day on which i was brought into this world.

fucking 26… shit. time flies, eh?

i guess i could say something about the nature of growing older, wiser, more mature, but fuck that shit. i’ll have time for that BS when i’m 30. for now i just want to continue on in my fairly uneventful, but rather stress and responsibility free life. i think everyone really has to grow up someday, but for me it won’t be today.

fuck it. life goes on. live and love and learn. grow up, grow out. don’t sell out, buy in (thanks slc punk).

oh next week i’m going to canada. can’t wait. it’s gonna be fucking cold up there, but the beer will keep me warm i’m sure.